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I go bye-bye! :D

Above is a map of where I’m going…
June 21-July 6 - Pennsylvania
July 6 - July 14 - Washington
… and the second half of vacation comes in August.

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I’m currently on my way to the states… but WordPress has a wonderful post-whenever thing, so this can be posted while I’m gone.

Anyways…

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Surge3 is going to India from June 21-June 30. Their trip is very different from the one Cait and I went on - instead of physical labor, they will be sharing the gospel in Churches most of the time and helping with an event at the Church for the rest of the time.

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I don’t know any specific prayer requests, but I think there are about 30 people going, and around 25 youth (I could be wrong, though).
I would imagine, though, that many of them have similar things on their minds as I did when I went. Things you can pray for:
- Peace, Love, patience, and Joy for each student
- Graciousness to their hosts, and the strength and courage to eat rice and curry all the time.
- Safety on the road and elsewhere
- Good relational interaction, both in and out of the team.
- Health!
- Sleep
- Courage for whatever might happen, and willingness/spontaneity. Anything can happen in India… :P Courage especially for the youth when they share their testimonies, though. Courage and clarity.

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Thanks for praying for these guys!

-Kyleigh

Books [and more]

During the year I keep track of all of the books I read.
Yes, I read a lot. :)
Blue= for school
Red= good books you should read
Green= devotions/theological to some extent
Purple= liked, but be careful when reading.

Here’s a list of them all:
The Lay of the Last Minstrel Sir Walter Scott
2. The Autobiography of George Muller
3. Between Two Worlds
4. Nory Ryan’s Song
5. MarlFox
Brian Jacques
6. A Year Down Yonder Richard Peck
7. High Calling Evelyn Husband (really good book about the Commander of NASA’s Columbia space shuttle mission that exploded on Feb. 1, 2003… it’s written by his wife).
8-9. 1314 and All That; 1745 And All That - Scoular Anderson (History of Scotland)
10. Forgotten Fire
11. For Kirk and Covenant - John Knox (biography) - Douglas Wilson
12. The Ides of April - Mary Ray
13. The Children of Hurin - J.R.R. Tolkien (and Christopher Tolkien)
14. The Navajo Weapon - Sally McCain (about Navajo coders in WWII)
15. The Master Puppeteer - Katherine Paterson
16. Sir Gawain and the Green Knight
17. Bread Upon the Waters
- Anne deGrauf (AMAZING book)
18. Jesus Freaks - Volume II - DC Talk
19. The Lord of The Rings - J.R.R. Tolkien
20. The Last Photograph - Stephen Bransford
21. The Voice of Destruction - Herman Rauschning (Hitler’s biography)
22. Beyond the Desert Gate - Mary Ray
23. Idylls of the King - Lord Alfred Tennyson
24. Beowulf
25. Song of Roland

26. Between the Forest and the Hills
- Ann Lawrence
27. The Cross and the Switchblade - David Wilkernson (I strongly recommend you read this!)
28. The Hunchback of Notre Dame - Victor Hugo
29. Macbeth - Shakespeare
30. Call of Duty - The Sterling Nobility of Robert E. Lee - J. Steven Wilkins
31. Till We Have Faces - C.S. Lewis
32. The Door Within- Wayne Thomas Batson
33. The Rise of the Wyrm Lord - Wayne Thomas Batson
34. The Final Storm - Wayne Thomas Batson
35. With Pipe, With Paddle, With Song - Elizabeth Yates
36. Lady Jane Grey - 9 Day Queen of England - Faith Cook
37. The Emperor’s Winding Sheet - Jill Paton Walsh (really good book)
38. They Loved to Laugh- Kathryn Worth (also really good)
39. Alone, Yet Not Alone - Tracy Michel Leininger
40-41. Esther Ried; Yet Speaking - Isabella MacDonald Alden
42-43.The Shepherd’s Cross; The Wedding Dress - Gary E. Parker
44. Crispin - The Cross of Lead - Avi
45-49. Book of Three; Black Cauldron; Castle of Llyr; Taran Wanderer; High King - Lloyd Alexander
50. The Adventures of Robin Hood - Roger Lancelyn Green
51. La Vita Nuova - Dante
52. Ivanhoe - Sir Walter Scott
53. The Church of the East
54. My Antonia - Willa Cather
55. Isle of Swords - Wayne Thomas Batson
56. The Black Arrow - Robert Louis Stephenson
57. Silas Marner - George Eliot
58. The Scarlet Pimpernel - Baroness Orczy
59-66 The Bad Beginning, The Reptile Room, The Wide Window, The Miserable Mill, The Austere Academy, The Ersatz Elevator, The Vile Village, The Hostile Hospital Lemony Snicket (The Series of Unfortunate Events, 1- 8)
67. The Little Woman- Gladys Aylward
68. Apollo 13 - Jim Lovell and Jeffrey Kluger
69. Stories Worth Re-Reading
70. Otto of the Silver Hand - Howard Pyle
71. Incans, Aztecs, and Mayans - John Holzmann
72. The Prince and the Pauper - Mark Twain
73. How Christianity Changed the World - Alvin J. Schmidt
74. Amy Carmichael - A Life Abandoned To God - Sam Wellman
75. To Kill a Mockingbird - Harper Lee
76. The Thief Lord - Cornelia Funke
77. The Magical World of LotR - David Colbert
78-83. Man of the Family; The Home Ranch; Mary Emma & Company; The Fields of Home; Shaking the Nickel Bush, The Dry Divide - Ralph Moody
84.-86. The Comedy of Errors, The Merchant of Venice, Othello - Shakespeare
87. Do Hard Things - Alex and Brett Harris
88.The Pastor’s Daughter - Louisa Payson Hopkins
89. Eulalia - Brian Jacques
90. The Kite Runner - Khaled Hosseini (big warning on this one. I was warned about reading it, didn’t heed it very well… it’s very intense and triggers a lot of thinking… however during most of it I felt sweaty and clammy, thinking how for some people this is reality… plus it gets gorey at some parts).
91-96. Promise Breaker, Peace Rebel, Refugee Treasure, Brother Enemy, Freedom Trap, True Betrayer - Robert Elmer (The Promise of Zion)
97. The King’s Shadow - Elizabeth Alder
98. The Upstairs Room - Johanna Reiss
99. Black Horses for the King - Anne McCaffrey
100-107. The Rescue, The Stowaway, The Guardian, The Accused, The Samaritan, The Secret - Nancy Rue (The Salem Years)
108. Mathematics: Is God silent? - James Nickel
109. In My Father’s House - Corrie Ten Boom
110-111. Prince Caspian, The Voyage of the Dawn Treader - C.S. Lewis

Summer Reading List (So far)
Les Miserables
Cry, The Beloved Country
Beautiful Girlhood
Don’t Waste Your Life

If you have any questions or comments about any of these, ask away…

I got called emo the other day… by Philip… all in good fun, of course. I won’t give you the full background of the conversation, but this is part of it:
him: oboists
me: cellists… but what am I saying? I love cellos… almost as much as oboes. Though I may be a bit biased
him: yeah, just a bit. oboes are cool… almost as cool as bassoons
me: I think all instruments are great… I just like oboe best cuz it can sound kinda sad
him: emo
me: yeah, look who’s talking. You’re the one with somewhat emo hair and who doesn’t smile much
him: ouch… low blow… you’re making me cry.
me: EMO!
him: </3

Yes, we is special, and we has goodishly grammar. :P I think we’re somewhat scary as well. ;) Though Sarah and I together are scarier than Philip and I together.

The J kids came over today, and we babysat them. It was fun.
They are so cute:
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Calea and Josh

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Cait holding Samuel

3 days! :D

- Kyleigh

Just thinking.

I think you all know how I’ve been dealing with fear.
This summer is going to be a great one for getting rid of fear. Fear of being on my own, fear of meeting new people, fear of failing in one way or another… as I asked Sarah to pray for me the other day, I said something about my perfectionism. And at first she said, “So, then, pray for you that you won’t be a perfectionist?” And I said, “No… I think striving for excellence is a good thing. But maybe pray that I wouldn’t fear failure.”

Anyways… Erik, thank you so so so much for the scripture… it helps more than you know, brother, especially the second half of the verse - … covers both fear and perfectionism. :) Thank you.
Then a conversation with Philip about independence… and the fear that may accompany it.
I honestly think God’s really trying to speak to me about fear. Cuz then at Church, the sermon was on fear. I think the best part was at the end, when Pastor F. quoted a saying,
“Fear knocked on the door. Faith answered. No one was there.”
And it’s working. :) But I think irrational fear is the hardest kind to overcome.
He’s great.

Good quotes on fear -
“True courage is not never being afraid. It is refusing to allow fear to control your actions.” - Gregg Harris.
“Never be afraid to trust an unknown future to a known God.” - Corrie Ten Boom.
“If the day ends in what seems failure, don’t fret. Tell Him you’re sorry. Even so, don’t be discouraged. All discouragement is of the devil.” – Amy Carmichael.
“Love takes off masks we fear we cannot live without and we know we cannot live within.” -James Baldwin

Sometimes it feels like I wouldn’t be able to live without my fears… that I wouldn’t be me without my quietness and silence…
Yet I long to be like Christ…
Life is tough sometimes. But this week God helped me put my 2 biggest struggles into one bucket. Though the 3rd struggle, somewhat less dominant comes when I’m NOT being a perfectionist, and then I feel somewhat proud of what I’ve accomplished.
I guess we just can’t win on this earth… but God’s already won. :)

My times sitting and talking with God have been somewhat distant recently… I haven’t been doing a very good job of talking to Him. Sometimes I wish He were more tangible, like Aslan in the Chronicles of Narnia… especially this picture.
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This was a very fun week. :) Somewhat boring from time to time, and somewhat less productive than I’m used to. And no, summer break is not an excuse.
Thursday was the best… Sarah and I got together to talk after Nate and Candace’s music lessons, and then we hung out until almost Midnight. We watched the video of DAA’s talent show, and then some of the San Antonio Independent Christan Films. We talked about our summers, then all of the H’s and I went to Caribou Coffee. YUMMY. At this point it’s about 10:30 PM, and now we leave to take Stephen to the airport. I think in the car we realized just how tired we actually were… but we still managed to hold a somewhat intelligent conversation with Philip before falling off into goofy surface conversations. I got dropped off at home around 11:45 PM, and got to bed around 12:15.
It was so worth it, though, even though today was very very tiring.
Saturday was a farewell party for the R’s. :( They’re moving. It was fun, though. Daniel, Nate, Esther, Sarah, Philip and I went down to the park and larped and had a battle for the fort… and got weird looks from the neighbors. Then we came back and ate and talked.

2 goodbyes were said today… it’s somewhat sad living in a place where people go back where they came from in the summer. :( Next week we leave, same day as Surge3 goes to India.

- Kyleigh

Eric and some others recently launched a site for pro life teenagers.
I really encourage you to get over there and see what they’ve done - it’s a great start!
www.prolifeteenagers.com


Some updates around here…

I added a new review on my reviews list (which most likely you’ve already read), over on the side bar, below blogroll and things to read. (also both Blogroll and things to read have been added to).

Updated my booklist and the quotes page, as well… I took out quotes that y’all might not get and left mostly the better ones… I’ll make a wallpaper on whatever subject for whoever figures out what book I added to the booklist… muahahahaha… and no, Cait, you can’t guess.

No, no free wallpapers for those who figure out what I added to the reviews. That just wouldn’t be fair.

Thus end the first few days of no-school-ness.

Prince Caspian.

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“You may find Narnia a more savage place than you remember.”

Add “dark” into that sentence after savage and you have a one-sentence summary of Prince Caspian.
Before I go into more detail, please know that these are just my thoughts on the movie, not anyone else’s.

As a movie, I thoroughly enjoyed Prince Caspian. But it’s not Narnia, and it most certainly wasn’t Prince Caspian. The acting was great, and the cinematography was wonderful. I enjoyed the musical score and digital effects.
But I just couldn’t get over the diversions from the book.
Eric Novak sums up my thoughts pretty well, probably better than I do, but here go my thoughts anyways…

I really missed the beginning of the book, about Caspian’s lessons with Cornelius. That was one of two parts I was really looking forward to that didn’t make it into the movie. Instead the movie starts off at a fast rush, never really slowing down.

Susan is having some trouble with a boy from a nearby school… not very enjoyable, an “uh-oh” about 15 minutes into the movie. It doesn’t get much better - she meets Caspian and things only get more “mushy,” leading up to a kiss at the end of the movie - totally uncalled for, and I know the guys we saw the movie with didn’t like it, and neither did Cait, Sarah, or I. This unnecessary love story ruins both of their characters, I think, not so much Susan as it did Caspian, though.

Almost immediately after meeting Caspian, Peter assumes an “I’m here now, I should be in charge, who do you think you are?” attitude… so not fun, and so not Peter. It builds tension for the movie and adds some good struggles in, but Peter becomes not-Peter throughout the movie, which should not have happened. Lewis develops his characters well in his books, and I think to add in other struggles was unnecessary.

This tension between Caspian and Peter leads to an added scene… where Peter doesn’t listen to what Caspian has to say and instead takes charge of things and they storm Miraz’s castle. It’s not so bad except for the fact that it’s in the dark - which makes everything scarier, and makes Prince Caspian less of a family movie. The end of this battle sequence is the worst, though - because they could not get outside of the Portcullis in time, there are many Narnians who are slaughtered at the gate, killed in despair. It’s an awful moment in the movie, one that I think they could have done better without. My head was down on my shoulder turned to the side at this point, and I was just like “OH stop! I’m getting sick… enough already!”
Also contributing to my dislike of this scene is that Susan is fighting. Not in defense as Lewis intended by giving Susan weapons, but on offense. I believe men and women are equal, so Susan did not need to prove her ability with the bow (as she later does defensively). But although we are equal, God has given us different roles. And ‘protector’ is not a big one on the list of women’s roles. Also, this is not the only scene in which Susan fights, in a later battle she is leading the archers in battle… another no-no in my mind.

Before too long comes the scene with the Hag, werewolf, and White Witch (out of place as so many other things, they moved the positioning of it). The Hag asks Caspian if he wants revenge for Miraz killing his father. Caspian says yes, and she begins calling up the White Witch. This whole scene is a lot more drawn out than it is in the book, and again it ruins Caspian and Peter’s characters. Both get drawn in by the White Witch, until Edmund finally comes along and breaks the spell.
This scene is quite dark and creepy, and it blurs the line between good and evil.
However, it does leave Peter questioning his faith and has some good conversation between him and Lucy.

I think that’s the long version of what I thought of it.
Glenstorm was absolutely amazing.
Edmund’s character was great, and so was Lucy.
Peter, Susan, and Caspian were somewhat ruined, Peter probably the most of them all.
Aslan was absent in most of the movie, which was quite sad.

Unlike the book, this is not a family movie, sadly. I think if they had kept to the book it would have made a wonderful family night movie… but Candace is definitely not seeing this, and Nate probably not either.
Some of the adaptions were understandable… but there were a LOT of unnecessary things added in (or taken out) that made me really sad…
but I should stop tearing it up. As I told Sarah, “the movie’s already made. What can we do to change it?”
I should probably watch it again, assess my thoughts a bit more. I think it grows on you a little bit, when you look past its faults.
- Ky

PS - be sure to read the comments as well.

PPS - after re-reading the book, some parts have stuck out to me more that I didn’t like, and others I’ve toned down my dislike of, more just some of the changes like not having the dancing lawn, changing Glenstorm’s looks, and starting Caspian as older instead of when he was younger and studying with Cornelius. There are more battle scenes than I remember, but lengthening the scene when they call up the White Witch I still believe is letting sorcery go to far - I think this is why Lewis stopped it when he did.  Some things, though, I just won’t get over. Peter in the book is not Peter in the movie, etc… and I think that’s just taking it too far.

As a movie, go see it! But I feel that it wasn’t Narnia and definitely not Prince Caspian… yet each to her own opinion.

It’s actually quite scary.
I’m now between a sophomore and a Junior. I’m a JUNIOR next year. YIKES.
That means pre-cal and physics (yay!). But it also means taking the SAT… (yikes).

At the end of last school year, I was saying goodbye to a very dear friend of mine… I was taken aback at how much I’d changed over our first year in Dubai… I was wondering who I really was in Christ, and what I was supposed to do musically and in a lot of other ways this school year.
PRAISE THE LORD FOR A GREAT SCHOOL YEAR!

So what was this school year like?
Youth group was a big part of my year.
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(H and I at the progressive dinner).

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(Cait and I at the end of the year Banquet)

In October I started playing oboe… and by April I was playing Pachelbel’s Canon with little trouble.
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… and every day it’s a few magical moments playing it, worshiping God…

… In November I survived another round of Nanowrimo… this time writing a novel set in Yemen instead of a continuation of my fantasy trilogy. Editing is going slowly, however…

In December I went paintballing for the first time ever… and loved it.
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… I spoke in front of people 3 times - twice at youth group, once in a church of 20 people in India.


April was the Surge trip…

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… when I met wonderful brothers and sisters in Christ that I will never forget… love you, Kowselya!
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Sometimes it hurts inside to think back about India - will I ever go back?

… I took geometry… and loved most of it… by the time I finished I even liked proofs (Imagine!)

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I learned how to solve the 3X3, 2X2, and 4X4 Rubik’s cubes…
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… I took chemistry… and loved it. What I thought would be a bad year of memorization, formulas, and math, turned out to be one of my favorite subjects this year.

Lots of desert trips... mostly with the H’s… good times larping with Philip and having deep conversations with Sarah up on Big’une.
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… my Arabic and French improved a LOT.

God spoke to me a lot about fear and my comfort zone… and courage. I still struggle with it so so so much - giving all my fears to God. There’s so much I’m afraid of, sometimes it makes me cry when I watch other people doing brave things for God - I sit there and think I could never do it… but slowly, slowly… God’s helping me be braver, even just in the little things like talking on the phone.

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(Nate’s birthday cake… he’s 10 now… SCARY! Love you, Nene Bird!)

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We have a kitty in our midst once again…

… I deepened a lot of relationships - but sadly loosened a few.

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I downloaded the GIMP and started making graphics - this probably being one of my best blending and brush- wise.
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This one, however, is my favorite.

My life was “rebelutionized” this year, and I want to thank a lot of people for it… First and foremost, God, for teaching me so much and being alongside me every step of the way.
Then daddy and mommy… organizing schoolwork, discussions at the dinner/lunch table… times doing French and History with daddy…
Lisa and Sarah tie for third… God used them in my lives in different ways, a lot of ways in things I can’t identify, just letting some thoughts go in conversation, like driving to Fujaireh with Lisa or the time on Big’une with Sarah after India talking about God’s power.
Fourth there’s someone whose name I won’t mention… but this person has been such a great example to me this year.
Love you all!

Now I wonder… what do this summer and my Junior year hold? What’s God going to teach me next year?

What about you? What was your year like? What did God teach you?

- Ky

Reality? - Part Two.

When I wrote my post Reality? I didn’t think there would be a second part to it…
However, there is.

We’re living in the midst of a battle.
It’s for our lives… and every day, we struggle with hunger for God… fighting the devil to give God control of our minds…
There’s irrational fear of being hurt… of needles and hospitals… forgetting where I really am - safe in God’s arms.
Every day there’s the pain of failing again and again.

I’m a perfectionist. Even the smallest failure hurts really badly… be it in school or in life. I so often get fed up with other people’s short comings and wonder why… and then sit on my bed longing for heaven.
I have lots of fear in my life… and a lot of it is somewhat irrational. Honestly, why should I fear needles and hospitals? They’re here to help… not hurt me. I get hot and sweaty whenever I think about going into the hospital. sometimes I’ve ended up throwing up. This fear almost held me back from going to India.
I hate it. I hate imperfection, I hate fear.
I hate this reality I’m living in.
How can I even think about helping others when I am so lost?

I guess that’s where God’s grace and power come in. It helps with imperfection… and I know it should help with fear - could you pray I’d give my fears to Him? If I’ve given Him my life, that means I’m letting Him do as He pleases with it… fear is saying no to this.

Don’t follow me… I am lost, too.

Bittersweet

This was a very bittersweet weekend… it was the end of a lot of things, but it was still very fun.

Thursday was our last Irish dance class of the year… and it went pretty well. We finished the piece we were working on.
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The Oasis End of the Year banquet was Thursday night. As it is traditionally, it was formal, so a lot of us had fun dressing up.
But it was very sad, because we said goodbye to our Seniors and other people leaving, and the full realization of Cait and Philip (among others) being seniors next year hit…

Friday was Elisabeth’s graduation party and the last Volleyball.
At the graduation party Philip, Cait, Sarah, and I pulled Mr. Richard and Pastor John aside for a few minutes and set up a meeting to discuss some things with Submerge. This had been something we’d been praying and talking about setting up for a while, so it was happy to finally get it set up.
Volleyball was tiring, but good. I stayed out through the Teens versus Adults game, and then went inside.

Saturday morning was the Mother-Daughter Brunch Lisa organized for our Well Group… Lisa and Miss Elaine did a wonderful job baking and setting up…
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The Tables

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Fruit cup (Becky was refusing to eat hers because it looked so pretty).

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Tea!

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Mrs. T speaking

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Playing with the Focus on the camera
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And just now I realized I never posted pictures from Mother’s Day…
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Nate took mom out for coffee and at home, Cait, Candace, and I made dinner. Dad was flying, otherwise we probably would’ve done something differently… but it was fun and mom was somewhat surprised.

… Saturday afternoon was Candace’s birthday party. The C’s, H’s, and Tu’s all came, plus Tirzah and Aviya B. We started by playing the Who Am I? guessing game, where you have a sticker on your back and have to guess who you are. I was Gandalf. :P When Philip came a little later we gave him Beethoven… Mr. H was the Sheikh. :P And Sarah was Shakespeare.
Then we ate apples off of a string and played pass the parcel. The final game was making skits (rather, finishing them from a plotline). Those are NOT going on YouTube, as although they are somewhat funny, they are pretty embarrassing and the ones I’m filming are really shaky because I was laughing so hard. Sarah ended up holding my shoulders still so I wouldn’t shake. ;P
We played softball with balloons after cake and opening presents, and Cait, Sarah, Philip, and I talked and we played around with Rubik’s cubes.

“I don’t like family trees much… line… line… line…”
“You gotta read between the lines, Philip.” :P

Rachel (as Sleeping Beauty): I was late to the party cuz I was asleep… and Esther (Snow White) was late because we were having a sleepover. And Kyleigh was late to the party because she was DEAD!”
(Oh the fun you can have with the guessing game. :P)

Anyways… I still have some review and studying to do for school today… last week of school!

- Ky

Reality?

I’ve felt so blessed over the past few weeks…

I read Kite Runner last week… things I shudder thinking about are reality for some people. Daily life. Pain. Hurt. Brokenness. Every day. My little, often self-imposed “suffering” is nothing compared to that.

We watched the Hiding Place. Betsie and Corrie… what bright lights in darkness. So unafraid. In a pit, but not so deep that God’s love did not reach it. Not afraid of death because of what after it would bring. Oh God to have faith like that!

At the table we discussed the natural disasters in China, Myanmar, and the hurricanes in the United States.

Yet I live in the supposed safety of a air-conditioned home inside a walled compound, enjoying electricity, being well fed, having free time…

Which is reality?
Why do some of us get safe lives while others go to sleep thinking they won’t wake up in the morning?
Am I living in a dream, or are they?

The world is broken… lost… hurting…

What can I do?

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